Emily RaeAnn Awada
Most people who live in the Burley/Rupert community and many of our friends and family members elsewhere have by now heard of the tragedy that occurred on Monday involving our father. We find it necessary to say something out of respect for the victims involved and their family's as well as the community we have been a part of and loved. As mothers, wives, daughters, and granddaughters ourselves it is unfathomable to imagine something so horrific taking place and losing a loved one in such a tragic way. Our hearts and thoughts will forever be with every life touched by this terrible loss.
As daughters we feel that our father finally lost his lifelong battle with a very severe mental illness that has plagued him and our family throughout most of his life. This is the worst type of ending imaginable for first and foremost his victims, but also his family and for himself. We believe that once he has received proper psychiatric care he is going to realize the devastation he has caused, and he is going to have to live with this the rest of his life. We know that if he were in his right mind he would be horrified by his actions. Schizophrenia is a disease that, when left untreated, wreaks havoc on a person's entire life and well-being. Unfortunately, those who suffer often do not recognize they need help, and it is very difficult to get them the help they need against their will. This paired with a lack of community resources or awareness of how to handle mental illness appropriately, it can feel next to impossible to get people the help they need when they need it.
We would again like to express our deepest condolences for the victims and their families, as well as the entire community that has been affected by the events of this past week.
Sincerely,
Kayla, Emily, Hannah, and Kim